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'Secrets' by Tydell Blackwell

Secrets


I wish I was more careful, and I wished that I could care less,

To outsiders, my problems seem small but really I'm so stressed,

I never regret anything but I definitely regret this,

I never opened my heart for anyone,

but I did for you—I was willing to take the risk,

I have nobody to talk to. . .

They’re

All

Gone

And the ones who are here won't understand my struggle,

So instead I face a blunt whenever it comes to mind,

Knowing it’ll come back when I sober up—it's only a matter of time,

I ask myself every morning,

“Was it worth it?”

Did I really deserve this?

As if I didn't deal with enough issues, why'd she give me her shit,

I trusted you,

I trusted you,

I wish I never fell in love with you,

I wish I never even fucked with you,

Now I could only picture somebody else fuckin’ you,

Is you in love with me,

Is you in love with me,

Knowing opening up is kind of tough for me,

Together, we was living so comfortably,

You fucked up now you’re saying YOU’RE done with me?

Fuck you,

I’m done with you,

I’m done with you,

I wish I believed I was really done with you,

I just wanna smoke and have some fun with you,

But you posted a Snap with some nigga laying on you,

Damn that really hurts,

but he doesn't know your secret, does he?

Are you hiding it from him like you did from me?

I know you're not gonna love him as much as you love me,

Especially since that's not his baby in your tummy...

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